✦ N'EVERSHTOLA ✦

What is N'evershtola?

"N'evershtola" is the romantic pairing of N'ever Fhayr and Y'shtola Rhul. N'ever x Y'shtola, if you will.

*disclaimer: I interpret & write Y'shtola slightly differently for N'ever's story, sometimes in ways that veer off significantly from canon.

The Parties Involved

N'ever Fhayr

  • age: 24 (arr) > 30 (post-ew)
  • gender: woman (she/her)
  • race: miqo'te (seeker, aldgoat tribe)
  • height: 4'11" (149 cm)
  • sexuality: bi

  • N'ever is a deliquent and (former) petty criminal who, through serendipitous circumstances, was scouted by the Scions of the Seventh Dawn and thrust into the role of Warrior of Light. She's cantankerous and standoffish, with a disdain for authority and politics.

Y'shtola Rhul

  • age: 32 (arr) > 38 (post-ew)
  • gender: woman (she/her)
  • race: miqo'te (seeker, jaguar tribe)
  • height: 5'2" (157 cm)
  • sexuality: lesbian

  • Y'shtola is an accomplished Sharlayan scholar and mage with a deep sense of curiosity and a penchant for being reckless in pursuit of knowledge. She takes her duties as a Scion seriously, though she is often brutally honest - sometimes bordering on cruel - with ally and associate alike.

The First Meeting

N'ever meeting Y'shtola during the early Limsa starting quests and assuming she's the kidnapper N'ever has been tracking.

N'ever met Y'shtola early in her adventuring career - both tracking the same kidnappers in Middle La Noscea and eventually having their investigations cross. Even though she, herself, was a criminal masquerading as an adventurer at the time, N'ever was instantly suspicious of Y'shtola. It was only when Y'shtola leapt to their mutual defense against a rampaging goobbue that N'ever's mind was changed.

After the dust had settled, they barely had a chance to exchange words before Y'shtola took her leave. Still, they had left an impression on each other. N'ever was dazed by Y'shtola's enigmatic personality and the sense that the other woman knew more than she was letting on. Y'shtola felt intrigued by the strange way N'ever carried herself for a supposedly do-good adventurer.

N'ever waking up from fainting (and speaking with Hydaelyn) to find that Y'shtola has ignored her unconscious body to instead continue the kidnapper investigation.

Why They Gravitate Toward Each Other

N'ever

"Y'shtola sees me as I am - no bullshit, no pretense."

  • Throughout her life, N'ever has had her fill of people who would treat her as scum of the earth OR put her on a pedestal. More than anything, she wants to be understood not through the lens of expectation, but as simply herself. Y'shtola, in her shrewdness, does just this.

  • In turn, N'ever is good at seeing through Y'shtola's facades to the real her - past the veneer of "gifted scholar" or "competent liaison" to a woman who can be cruel, foolhardy, guarded, and deeply motivated by justice. It's the entirety of her that N'ever loves.
Y'shtola

"N'ever has a way of keeping me grounded."

  • Y'shtola is used to being treated as the smartest person in the room. Sometimes, she even buys into it herself. N'ever doesn't. And when Y'shtola is ready to act reckless because she's forgotten that she, too, is fallible, it's N'ever who reminds her to keep her feet on solid ground.

  • In turn, Y'shtola enjoys trying to pull back the layers of who N'ever is, convinced of N'ever's capacity for good. She's the first to acknowledge N'ever's flaws and yet that only makes her want to coax something more out of her. Y'shtola can see N'ever's empathetic heart for what it is, sometimes even better than N'ever can.

Growing Closer

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The Moment They Realized It Was Love

Neither N'ever nor Y'shtola were ever ones to be open about their feelings, even to themselves. As such, even though the two had been orbiting each other with intrigue and coyness for a long time (since the encounter with Titan, even!) the realization came agonizingly slowly.

  • ✦ Y'shtola -- Y'shtola finally understood her feelings some time after reuniting with N'ever on the First. Three years apart had "lowered her guard" so to speak, and when N'ever suddenly appeard in Rak'tika, the strength of her own emotions had surprised Y'shtola.

  • Later, when night returned to the forest, Y'shtola remembered a promise they'd made to each other the eve of their battle with Titan, and was quietly grateful for the chance to have more nights together.

  • ✦ N'ever -- For N'ever, the moment came in the depths of the Tempest, after fighting Elidibus. Having relived so many memories during his test, spoken with Hyth's shade and heard the echoes of long dead Convocation members... something finally clicked upon seeing Y'shtola again.

  • As she and Y'shtola walked together through the quiet city streets of Amaurot, she realized she felt at home with her. She felt most like herself with her.